Tuesday, January 21, 2014

love letters, non-possession, etc.

"a tale about a boy with flowers in his hair" was the longest, indirect, literature-like love letter i ever wrote. i wrote hundreds of love letters in my lifetime that's been exceptionally full of love, never mistake that, my love letters mostly musings, poems. this vignette i had to write to keep him afloat for i want him to know i love him although i reject the possession, either by him or by me. i need to wander and wonder. with him, i will do that, but i will be confined, and i don't want that. i don't want to wake up one day and see the colours bleached, off him or me, but it will happen. best leave it screaming with colours so brilliant you want to die... don't be angry, you can't understand, even i don't understand, but least of all i know.

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